Tuesday, June 21, 2011


by : teguh wahyudi


You know you making a monster
when you taught an elementary student
to cheat
to become
a cheater
For the reputation of school name
You think it's okay to give them
the answer
and forced them
to tell their friends
GOD what went wrong with this country
Is that bad our mentality ?
when they see the reality
and taught to do anything
even the worst one
to pass the exam
and "they" is only 12 years old
I don't know how they achieve
what they want
in 21 years old


My childhood......
Every morning I have to get up early and catch up the vehicle to go to school
cause, the fee is very cheap..at the time the vehicle driver usually just passes me...and choose the working people. So, I usually arrive at school in last minutes.

I remember I have a bestfriend, but sadly she's unfortunate one. Her daddy is a mechanic man while her mom always taking care her and her siblings. But, at the time I do remember too, when I felt, she's maybe don't have a lot of money...but sure she have mom at home, everyday in her life. I am not...my parents both are an army.

And, how naughty I am, when my dad always tell that I have to taking a nap. But I always run into the rice field, play with my friends until a half an hour before my dad at home..and I am pretend that I am taking a nap. And my dad got me :)

Or when my told me to take a nap, but I go to the cattle breeding instead. And, suddenly out of nowhere a wild monkey bite my foot. At the time I scare more to my dad, than my wound. My dad is so mad at me :(

I have a lot of boy friend than a girl. Maybe because I have my elder sister, that we didn't get along so well that day. So everyday I play soccer in the rice field, or catch a frog or an eel.

When the holiday came, the rice field change to a fair, a lots of entertainment and playground. At the time of course I don't have any money to get in there. But the ticket seller flirt with my maid, so every night in every year I can get in there, watch every game....FREE

It's a glimpse of my childhood memories...it still makes me smile for more than 25 years.... XOXO

Saturday, June 11, 2011

body art

unusual body art


maybe, my country is one of the heaven place
for corruptor
they can take as much as they want
when they get caught
they just say sick
and voila......
they out of jail
or they can bribe the officer
so in the night, they can back home
or....they can go around the world

sometimes, they say that they got alzheimer
after they say that
they nowhere to be found

I dont know
why this country is so sick

Thursday, June 9, 2011


first lesson
everybody should know
before they made up their mind
to have sex, or make love
or get laid

and keep it that in mind
though you're horny
while you're reading it

having sex not make you an adult
but make you more responsible with your life
and condom not making this problem much easier
it just avoid you from getting STD
maybe a child too

richard :)

Thanks GOD
YOU sent me 
the right man


a lesson

an important lesson
that this nation
urgently need


cause I think
no one have it
nobody feel ashamed
when they make mistakes
they deny everything
and blame everybody elses

anybody or animal or alien
who can teach the leader of the nation of


quote of the day

Monday, June 6, 2011


all I do is covering my head
with hijab
and suddenly I'm surrounded
with eyes that so suspicious to me
it's like I brought a bomb
or a sword inside my hijab
why don't you understand
that hijab not a sign
that we are a terorist
I've had enough with that look

this a piece of cloth
is a part of the faith
to covered our head

and whoever wore hijab
and turn herself to be a terrorist
maybe you should find why she do that
but not judge us the same
and treated us badly
we're still human

and stop spread that prejudice
we're not maniac
we just wore it
nothing else...

being huge

are you disturbed by this view ?
I do, I can't stand look at it more than 3 seconds
And sorry for viewing this picture, girl or lady
But this reality makes me understand
that being huge or fat
not a beauty problem
cause if we cut the head only
I believe this girl or lady is very beautiful
but this is about being healthy
no matter how you comfort
but being fat isn't health
and the right way to become beauty
is not by liposuction
or gastric by pass
Do it in healthy way
exercise and eat healthy

I know this sound crap
but looking that picture
make everyone realize
don't you ???

Saturday, June 4, 2011


hell yeah :p


this is education means in my country
for student who genius
but don't have any money
it force them to get educated anywhere they can
unfortunately, no one gives a shit
actually these ruins was a school
sadly, budget for maintenance
is gone like a ghost
so we are forced to get education in ruins
sometimes, not all, the educator
treated us badly
they slap, pinch, or another violence acts
or the educator will nice as an angel
when they gave us the answer
for the final exam
they just don't realize
actually they create us to be a corruption monster
that will do anything just to achieve something

once again
this is 
(believe it or not)



~ Greedy ~
~ Robbery ~
~ Disgusting ~
~ A Vulture ~
~ Take advantage from disaster ~
~ Do not have compassion ~
~ Fraud ~
~ Neglectful ~
~ Crook ~
~ Guarantee the rich getting richer ~
~ And the poor became have nothing ~
~ Not pay your insurance, when you're die ~
~ Not pay your salary, when you get fired ~
~ Doesn't care about your allowance ~
~ Better you die, than you alive. It benefical ~
~ Absolutely not a GOD commandment ~
~ and Hell no, in a holy book of all religion ~

* inspired by Michael Moore *

Thursday, June 2, 2011

a boss

funny quotes :)


why we should stay away from alcohol :

I wanna have sex with person
that I know his name 

I wanna drive in one piece
and not hit someone elses

I dont wanna get a mug shot
and labeled DUI

I wanna behaved like a normal human

I dont wanna killed anyone

I dont wanna be the victim of AIDS

and lots lots reason why we should stay away from it
but above all..we dont wanna
change that beautiful girl into ....see it yourself


by: teguh wahyudi

*) for any copy or downloaded purposes. contact paranoir.co.cc

stop hazing

the struggle to get fix in
is sometimes horrible
sometimes not making any sense
when we with conscious
doing violence to other
I know, that we actually
do not mean to do that
but then
I saw body right there
no heart beat
and no breath
we will behind the bars
is this the right way
to make a brother or sisterhood
with violence and booze ?