yes I am a MOM

I am so naive when I heard the word of love

I dont know how to differenciate what is love and lust

all I know is his touch is so provocate me to do more

and more without no safety

at all

this happened all the time

everytime he said he love me

he asking me to do something that I now know

have a big consequence in my future

One morning when my friends ready to get on the bus

I'm sit on the closet looking at the pregnancy test

I see a positive sign

And my loved one who always love me

shocked...and in a week

I just dont know where he is

Now, I dont know whether I wanna hate the word of love

or not

All I think is do I have kept this baby ?

I heard that some of my friends gave it to another adult

and some leaved it somewhere

without knowing whether the baby alive or not

GOD, Mom and Dad..I am very sorry

for what I did

I dont wanna make a bigger mistakes

I wanna raised this kids inside me

and tell them

Yes, I am a Mom

though it's a lot sacrifice

I have through it

and my journey began