LOSER

Do you want to known as a loser

hell no...

no one will

But loser is not just about weird face

ridiculous name

or you're not win a game 

Loser is....

when you gave up

when you scared about new things

when you allowed somebody

to tell you what he thinks about you

when you dont love your self

and changed it to somebody elses

when you see everything negative

when you doing all mistakes

and you busy to search somebody to blame

when you believed your self

not gonna wins anything in your life

then, you are proven to be

LOSER

comedy tragedy

I wanna share my private opinion 

about comedy

it's not funny when you mocked 

their physical condition

(you're not perfect at all)

it's not funny when you pushed

others to giant things

though it's harmless

(imagine your kids pushing 

their friend to a solid table)

it's not funny when you changed

yourself into different gender

(being gay is not a joke)

it's not funny when you scream

during the show

(this is a comedy show, freak)

and absolutely not funny when you compose

all above into one comedy show

(It's a disaster show)

cannibal

I watched a giant screen in front of me

they say, this is the tribe that cannibal

is in their culture

I'm so excited to listening the host

when he try to get along with them

and find out about cannibalism

We can say, that their culture is horrible

but, is it true ?

that they more horrible than us

how about the system in the country

that guaranteed the rich getting richer

and the poor getting poorer

or when we do anything we could

to knock down somebody

It might not as the same as 

we ate their flesh

but the damage is pretty the same

so whether in tribal or modern society

cannibalism became culture

when we get old

when we get old

can we give this big smile

like a handsome old man above

I bet, this old man

really happy with his long journey

sure, there a lot mistakes

here and there

but still..in the end

he can give this smile

to the world

Can we ????

when at the same time

when we still young

it's need a big effort

to gave a sincere smile

to others

a happy aeroplane

by : teguh wahyudi

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disability

what do you know about disability ?

somebody who cannot see 

or we called it blind

somebody who cannot hear

or we called it deaf

or somebody who loose another

part of their body

Well your perspective same with me

but one day, the fact told me

that it is wrong

I got a story when I participate

a long walk in my hood

I saw this girl with no foot

joined this event too

though she need a tool

to walk

or when I watch down syndrome kids

wearing pom pom

and starting to dance

with they passion

Are they disability or handicap

I dont think so

cause they bring they effort

to do what normal man can do

and us...or me

with this very beautiful and complete body

sometime we still complained about something

and that's what I called disability

when we struggle to do it

but we decide to give up

noir. inc

by : teguh wahyudi

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Perfect Leader

I miss a perfect leader

the one that gonna lead my country

with no hesitation

but doesnt have the gutt

to corrupt or cover a corruptor

who have the firm

to choose whether it is right or wrong

who have a million

of ashamed

and doesnt gave a shit

about imaging him self

always think of the people

the poor and the haves

and never of his interest

or his party

where he belong to

who always think hard

how to make this country better

and not be abused by others

and always think of our hero

give them a proper shelter

I missed that guy

from more than 300 million of people

I dont doubt, someday i found it

I hope

fair enuff

it's not i don't grateful enough to be a woman

but even another woman not fair enough to others

like, when she tells me about a man kisses another woman

and she just said that it's okay

cause it's doing by a boy

that makes me questioning

how about me that kisses another boy

will my parents slapped me

will they said that I'm embarrassing them

I know the answer

Yes they will

I take my lesson

doing wrong is not always doing mistakes

maybe, doing wrong is

take a look whose do that

and we'll figure out

whether we are right or wrong

and it's happening

in 2011

can you imagine ????

imagination

by : teguh wahyudi

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ashamed

last night would be the embarrassing moment

for us to be citizen

where man in suit

looks like

a bunch of kindergarten 

fight for a candy

and honestly...

kindergarten much better than they are

man in suit seems to forgot

what the purposes of the event

what they only remember is

they interest

they totally forgot that a lot of

children with potential

looking for what they work in

Maybe this is the right time for me to say

I'm so ashamed being Indonesian

hell NO

hell no, better take that shit somewhere else

please, not here

you wanna know, what THAT SHIT means to me

it's about a man

that work in a, we can say

one of government institutions

what he did on you tube

is only lipsync an Indian song

that already famed by Sharukh Khan

and you know, what he gets now

not only life under microcospic 

like a celebrity

(remember me, he did not do anything

but lipsync)

and then, he got a house

just by doing that

HELL NO guys

I know a lot of real hero

deserved what he got

like a veteran

or the dont have

or somebody else but him

damn, is this the country that I lived

????????

Cheater

nuff said about cheater

well...you go girl !!!

LIE

Lie

whether is a white or the big one

Lie is still a lie

but who never committed to a lie

 Like when a husband told the wife

that her dishes is delicious

but it's horrible

or when your mom told that you are not gain weight

when actually you are gained 10 pounds

but, this is a white lie

I remembered met a girl

that her life is mysterious

cause we don't know is it true or not

Like, when she tell that her boyfriend died

only she told us the cemetery 

in five different places

and thats a big lie

But, how we can differenciate this

all of is a lie

when you cover it with one lie

and the rest of your life will need

a thousands lie to covered it

mirror

girl, let be honest when was the last time

 we have the guts to look in the mirror

our naked body

and not just look

but aware of ourselves

not just the beauty in the skin

but a little deeper

when the last time you said

"Wow I got a hot body"

and that is

no another comment about

your thigh, your fat

when the last time you said

"I am beautiful"

without thinking about a little nose job

lyposuction or silicone on your lips

I guess when we still kids

when we dont know the rules of beauty

So, do we really need mirror

the place where we can find just

the bad side of our body

I Dont Think So

why do you love me ?

I remember when I think about love

I used to be afraid that someday

he will leave me for somebody

more beautiful than me

More I think that way

the more I realize that it is possible

 sure, there is more than a billion woman

more beautiful than me

then I realize

if he chasing me just for my face

let be honest

He wont fall in love with me

Later, when we argue about stuff

little to big stuff

When I get very emotional

I think maybe "over it" is a lot easier

but, is it a lot easier ?

or maybe I dont grow up as an adult 

the more I spent my time with him

the more I realize it took a constant commitment

 to love somebody

to accept who he is

just the way he is

and when another time we argue

I will think

why do I love him

free as a bird

by: teguh wahyudi

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social network

now, it seem talk directly not important anymore

we have text messaging

video call

and social network

do you ever feel that you overwhelmed

you choose to spread on social network

when you had a fight with your boyfriend

that, ironicly, sits beside you

or when you get angry with your bestfriend

that standing behind you

and you or maybe we

never feel ashamed about that

we dont remember anymore

the fine line that differenciate

for public or private only

it's like all the people in the world

must know all about us in every minutes

well, everybody know

except the one you heading for

Ironic, isnt it 

tired

do you ever feel that you are tired ???

tired from being a basket of others problem

tired from always thinking of others

sometimes you dont wanna let them down

sometimes you dont wanna let them cry

tired of being perfect

being kind

being human....

tired of never breaking the rules

tired from helping others

I wish I had one free day

from not doing all things above

but..Life's a bitch

so, I guess we only have one time free day of tired

unfortunately, we wont woke up again

it's breezing

by: teguh wahyudi

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LOL :))

It is more toxicated than britney's toxic

and more effective that pull the trigger on your head

its scientific proof more dangerous than DUI

it just not dangerous for you

but also for everybody else

ITS TEXTING WHILE DRIVING

Guarantee : sent you to above or ground..sooner

Warning: Do not care how important the message

you have to pull over before you read it

or..you got the picture above

or WORST

Texting is addictive

and dangerous

watch out !!!!

you're so lame

there are so many funny things happened in this country

for example, the one that I wanna tell it to you

if in Latin America we called it soap opera

in here, we called it SINETRON

all the sinetron in all national channel only tells

about how they fight for money or bling bling

then they fight for a charming guy

with a fancy car and rich dad

while the women all comes from the poor

but she was very pretty even when they become a maid

then, when this two fall in love

she will revealed that actually she is the real daughter

of the rich

and the charming guy is the dont have

and this whether the rich dad have another woman

or someone bad that change the baby in the hospital

well...when they got to close with marriage

one of them will lose the memory

and became stranger...

this is so lame...

oh I know, sometimes they show it how to kill someone

in the sinetron

yes...it is dangerous

not just parental guidance

but police guidance

Love

if you think that before I surf the net

I watch a romance movie

damn, you were right...

Love...almost everybody had it

though its a true love

or you love it cause his/her beauty

or you love it cause he got a lot of money

I called it all

LOVE

one funny thing I realized

before I found my love

I have to meet two jerks

and one set up man

plus I have to go a thousand miles

just to find out 

that he's the one

and one thing I give my faith in

that GOD really interfere in your love live

cause in a million of chances

GOD set me up with a man

that I know 10 years ago

well I think

GOD loves me too

happy :)

  

...HAPPY...

what is happy supposed to mean ???

okay, maybe in my 28 years I lived

I wanna share what happy is

I am happy when I eat meatball

with a lot of chilli sauce

I am happy when I finished my college

I am happy when I got a new job

I am happy when somebody loved me sincerely

I am happy hang out with my bestfriends

I know...that happy is common

but, I have a happy feeling when...

my ex boyfriend broke up with his new girlfriend

when I have to climbing the wall cause

my dad already locked me up

when my jerk boss doing big mistakes

when the smart ass got a big big disaster

for me, sometimes happy so selfish

cause you dont care what everybody elses feeling

when you are

...HAPPY...

Stop It, Please

we sick with the shouts of you two

when I have to shut the door

and I still can hear you

scream..

thrown things..

curse each other..

hit each other..

and in the end

I hear someones crying

is this a marriage means

whenever there is a problem

both of you forced us to hear that stuff

I'm telling you

that it hurt us to hear that

cause I can not do anything

I love both of you

but it seems

you guys dont care it all

all you want is curse each other

untill you satisfy

never think of your children

if you love each other

please stop it

if you, at least, love your children

please stop it

if you love yourself

please stop it